Self Portrait revised

For my self portrait I will have extreme close-ups of my eyes. A layer of video will then begin to play on my iris. There will be cuts to both archival footage of things I have shot and found footage of films and other content that I relate to. These images will be heavily distorted and edited to portray the pain and heartbreak that has been dominating my life this year. Throughout the distorted footage there will be intercuts of my eyes that become more and more expressive. I know that I will be datamoshing a lot of the found footage together to make beautiful compositions and images that are not recognizable by content but will have personal significance nevertheless. The audio will be distorted audio from clips and a voiceover of my poetry that will be un comprehensible along with soundbites of me playing my keyboard throughout. The effect I wish to have is a visually engaging work that communicates anxiety, sadness, and disarray while being composed of things I attribute heavily to myself while being anonymous.